Meghan experiences the opening of a crazy spiritual whirlwind with her co-worker turned friend Zach. Neither one of them had any idea what was in store…

Through this new process, Meghan begins to recognizing a long-standing pattern of co-dependency underneath her relationships, and how that structure is messing with the purity of the connection. Also newfound discovery of internalized misogyny that was messing with her ability to see herself and sexuality…

Meghan has a huge emotional purge in regards to her feelings for Zach (and the old deep beliefs that come with it). Zach has a deep healing of an inner child who felt he had to “do” for others in order for him to be loved. Plus new spiritual techniques they both learned in the process…

Zach’s first post! Sharing his experience of this whirlwind (coming from a pretty skeptical background) and how it felt to blow open a new, direct experience of spirituality…

Zach recounts his experience as the victim of a violent hate crime, and in turn what was created subconsciously to protect him…

Zach’s first big emotional purge, triggered by an unruly child (and guess what roots it hit?)

Zach embarks on his first solo process – discovering how old beliefs of perfectionism can mess with spiritual work and life in general…

Zach learns the importance of looking at hard situations (specifically sexual assault in this case) through clear eyes, rather than letting our internal defenses downplay it to protect ourselves (after the initial event), inevitably trapping feelings in our body to get in our way later. Healing requires being willing to really look at what’s in front of us as the process unfolds.

Meghan discovers her trapped sexual feelings towards Zach on lockdown – leading down the rabbit hole to body image constructs needing attention

Meghan releases a huge amount of jealousy in order to reveal her truth underneath of what unconditional love and connection really looks like, no matter what earth bodies we may inhabit…

Zach has an amazing experience reconnecting with his beloved late Grandmother – finally allowing her to see who he is and let the love in from the other side…

Meghan inadvertently purges a neediness regarding affection all over Zach, playing out an old pattern. This in turn, provokes an old one in his about his gayness once again getting in the way of connecting. Do they make it through healing the clash of such deep-rooted, painful structures?

Meghan discovers where her “original rescuer” is born from, as well the craving for physical affection

Meghan discusses the difference between energetic constructs that are actually there, vs what is a fear of what used to be…

Did you experience some major issues or breaks from longstanding friendships, relationships or others during 2020? Seems taking inventory in this arena is a collective theme many of us are working with, especially for those of us doing spiritual work. As we grow, dynamics and unconscious agreements shift, and it brings up all kinds of things we need to see. Rough AF, but tremendous amounts of growth accessible if we’re working it. See if what you’ve experienced lines up with what I’ve noticed in this collective theme during COVID…

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